In the early morning before sunlight blinds my eye,
I lay awake to a dark surrounding,
Making out the images i see,
I find myself gazing at the room of four walls,
Thinking to myself, has a new day come? *sighz*
Shouldn't i be happy?
It's not easy when bitterness filled with misses circulates the heart,
Another day without you is harder than i expected,
I now can no longer shout to you, "Ah-Mak..i'm here.."
Funny i called you so but it made me closer to you..
I would feel you when i whispered in my heart,
As if you were alive, still breathing and holding my hand as we talk,
Sitting in front of the TV as you clueless-ly look
You still turned to smile as you had company,
I had a lil'll dream of you..
I dreamed of the great person you were..You were..
The wife of a man who showed no compassion,
The daughter in law of a woman who broke your spirit,
The mother of six whom you bore, cared and loved unconditionally,
The woman who tore your bare hands to feed your children,
The pillar who swallowed all pain and sufferings yet smiling as all were good,
The grandmother who loved, pampered and cared,
The person whose heart was as gold that helped many...
In the end you became old, frail, sick and penniless..
By this time you were a mother who was hurted and shown no compassion,
Your spirit was broken before you could pick it up..
And soon you became too tired of fighting..you gave up but...
With a smile that whispers to those who loved you, "I'm alright.."
I still wonder why a person with your kindness had to go through all these pains..
Despite all you've given..
One who bore,cared and loved six,
but six who couldn't care and love just one of you,
You were like an angel who never shed a tear,
Who only wanted the best for your bundle of joys,
and so to theirs too,
Loosing you is painful but for the best,
No longer do you have to go through scornful words that broke your heart,
Bitter medicines that made you loose your taste buds,
Painful jabs that left marks on your frail body,
Treatments that weakened you...
I truly believe now you are finally home,
In heaven where you belong,
Free from pain and suffering,
Singing the sweet songs with the angels,
Looking from above as you protect us like you have always,
You were a great woman,
An understanding wife,
A loving mother,
The perfect woman...
You have always been and will always be..
Memories of you wonders around us to remind us of the beauty you have created.
