What If.

"All this while,
I never thought I'd find someone like you..
You're complicated yet you are consistent with my mind.."

"I know we can...see each other, in time to come and forever..
Watching the show and all its actors, searching along for the answers...
Feel your breathe brush through my skin as I cry...wondering how it began..
Watching the time flow like water, singing along to a stranger..I can't explain, all these colors, burns like a flame, cool like ember..I regret what I have did, made you cry, it will never be the same...Sorry that, I can't let what we have go like that, may be you..will be sad..may be you..won't forget, cos I don't ever wanna lose you..cos you..will see in time.."

It's been 6 days,
I know it's just my silly demented mind..
filled with the black skies of "what if's"..
I was thinking, of the kiss that brought me back
to when I was sweet 16..

In love.

You brought me back to the world I forgot exists..
To the land where I thought I'd never find..
A climb that made me weak but you held me and showed me the other side..
A world with hope, love and sincerity..

Your perfection is my strength..
You are my strength..

But..
What if the perfection you see in me is flawed?
Just what if ...I'm not your bucket of sweets?