Wednesday, September 30, 2009

What do i call you?



Sometimes i wonder,
What do i call you?
Who are you?
Where did your heart go?

You were someone you made me think you were.
But it's changed.
You were really who i knew you were.
For 22 years.
You are the image i have in my head.
*Sadness*

Thursday, September 24, 2009

You remind me of..

You sometimes remind me like the witch in our
princess cartoons..

cruel.jealous.selfish.

I wish you could change.


Thursday, September 3, 2009

Tsk Tsk Tsk..Boredom Strikes again..

Well well..
I am really bored..probably cause class is twice a week..haihzz..
I wish i had more classes..honestly..i wouldn't feel so lazy..
IACT IACT..why didn't you have a local degree plan..SEGi SEGi..
why must you be so sucky..aihzzzz...Well..i just realized that i
spent hell a lot of time on facebook...NOPE!Not uploading pictures..
NOPE!Not checking people's picture out...NOPE!Not doing quizes...

I do what my students do..my students include...12...9...and 5....
Pet Society..Barn Buddy and...my latest gaming habit...Animal Ranch..

I realized..being bored makes these LAME GAMES an obsession..haihzz..
I feel so obsessed that I have to call Jade up at 11ish in the night to
harvest my plants for me..but she was in MC D...and after that i called Christie
to harvest my plants...but she was in Pyramid..going to M.O.S...and so..OMG..
I called my 12 year old student..tsk...am i really that obsessed??Aihsss...
*blushes**memalukannya....

Lol..but sometimes these games are so cute you can't resisit..Well..with me constantly uploading my blog...(twice a day)..even i myself can tell i'm super bored and lifeless..dam..i need a life...SEGi..i'll give you 10,000 if you'd let me graduate..i need to get a JOB! I can't stand being like some lazing around the house..doing nothing..i DUNWANNA BE USELESS...maybe i'll bake a cake...hmmms....




The games is sadistic..but the animals are cute..

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I love me cHicken..

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My dream roomiee..

I 520 SHOES!




Ok...I'm bored..sitting in front of the comp..doing nothing..but when i turn behind..i look at my shoe cupboard...and out of boredom..i started taking it out one by one..1..2..3...40...44...and that is excluding my flats and slippers downstairs..but i doubt it made up to 50 pairs..or maybe just touching 50pairs..

Shoes are my greatest love in the fashion world..nope..not tops..dresses nor bags..it's shoes..i love shoes like their some kindda gem stone or something..I wish i had more though..I wonder when this infatuation for shoes came,but i do remember wearing my first heel when i was 14 years old...from then on..i love heels..

However, as i grew more mature through out the years..my back grew weaker and older..I often had to endure the back aches and only later did i believe my mom that it was due to heels. I never liked flats..till my baby bought me this yellow simple looking flats. Not only was it comfortable but it suit me very well. I decided then..heels aren't everything and decided to go with flats too.It is in a way a good thing and a bad thing...good thing my back doesn't ache so much and i am not super vain that i have to wear heels everywhere i go to make myself taller...because baby is happy with me and wants me to be happy with myself..it's true sometimes..simplicity is beautiful...and sometimes i feel wearing heels make me look a tad overdress..and taller cause i am not that short..but i feel short..lol..irony of life..however, it increased my infatuation for flats too..which means..more shoes.haihzz...which = BROKE.

But i guess...this infatuation is better than people who spend on diamond and gold.I am not denying my passion for shoes..but i certainly don't consider myself a shoe-a-holic. It's just a hobby. A pair a month isn't that bad.=)

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

You are Impossible


She was the closest to me..
whatever she did mattered to me...
Whether she's sick or sad it breaks my heart..
So many years it's been like that..
despite how she betrayed me once upon a time..
no matter how emotional she gets with me i forget..
annoyed a while but the heart softens with her words..
But then, enough is enough..
I tried my very best to help you up..
Go through shit with you and all..
But you acted like a princess..
Like i owe you or something..
I'm not denying the good things..
But bad does overwrite the good..
You are impossible.
Wait.